deus ex machina

you frustrate me the wrong way
and you frustrate me all the way
where have all the sense gone to
how did you find everything out
how was i when i was sane
how was i to know i was
you judge me and you judge not
your fingers got tangled
here between my thoughts
between the line that
oh so delicately separate us
stand me up behind your thoughts
i don't have the strength
to fight for myself
hold up my hand for me
i wanna touch your face
where are my eyes when i want to see
where am i when i had wanted to be
what is a brain but a mush
when goosebumps are only scalpdeep
what makes sense when i don't want to
what are knees solely for
if not to kneel
what are skies for
if not to look up to
and the sun but to blind
and to blur everything after
in that white hot light at the center
and the center is me not you