precaution perpetua

that is so sweet and thoughtful of you
to evangelize the whole neighborhood
with your one-dimentional theories about me
when my indecisions stump you
you turn to your dysfunctional self
can't you see the chains between you and me
i can't stand to be with you so long
but no matter how far i go
it will always tug at me
before my blood sings forgotten songs
i want to hear this particular one
the one you used to sing always
i could use some of those drama in it
maybe i was wrong to argue
that religion is just corrupted latin
and that you'll outgrow my company
and develop latent thoughts on soulmates
and the advantages of searching and finding
i am not here to sell myself to you
i am just here
and you know that
like you know about the chains
our multiplicity don't amaze me
as it does to you
and the way you blush everytime
i say i wanted to marry God
and my heliophobic tendencies and
to prune vineyards my whole life away
well.. that's how bad i want to be alone