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day by day the disenchantment worsens
i'm finding myself unable to go on
not merely caught in indecision
i lack the strength to end it all
nor can i see the colors that used to feed me
my dreams, my happiness, my freedom
the meager sustenance
that neither nourish nor diminish
there's no fear here nor faith
i'm walking on a thin line
with my eyes wide open
my steps never faltering
and never sure

rubber schmucky you're the one

what with all of my thoughts and essentialities

blow away.

your plaster cast face melts

and the emptiness was filled with your powder

someone wrote poetry about you

and your pale smile

i read it. and you go paler

because you're unsmiling

and your name isn't schmuck

beautiful beautiful schmuck it says

so beautiful it hurts to look at you

the ghost of your pale lips lifting at the corners

and the uncertainty of the liquid movement

they stump me

you remind me of blinking at a 3D poster

you grip my head to see only you

what of colors

what of the sun

to me there's just you