eve

she came to me last night. like she always does. whispering truths i already knew from the beginning. she comes when i refuse to believe anymore. when i'm too caught up in my own world. when i couldn't see the lines that separate them from the lies i sometimes weave. she always comes as she only knew when. and she pulls me up and out of all the chaos i surround myself. she comes to free me. oh she comes. she always does. and when she won't...

just this

if i could be here right now
and not wish to be somewhere else
if i could go right through this
and not wish to go back
to be here and not be
walk with me
hold my hand
maybe i can make it
but you don't need to save me
talk to me
and blind me
maybe i'll be happy
by now you have to go and leave me
you have to
or you'll drown me
either that or i'm gonna hafta burn you
most of the choices are yours
if i could i'll choose for you
don't i wish they were up to me?
like don't you wish you never knew me?